My testimony:IT IS BETTER TO TRUST IN GOD THAN TO DEPEND ON HUMANS

At that time,i was doing my 12th standard education in united arab emirates[UAE].

Some of the subjects were very tough.especially chemistry.really tough[for me].
except me and one guy,all the students were having tuitions for many subjects.

after a terminal exam i got really bad marks.
I failed!!!

So i decided to go for tuition for chemistry.i enquired about tuition sir to my friend.
that night i prayed to god about this,my poor marks,and my situation.
after praying i opened my bible
i got this verse
IT IS BETTER TO TRUST IN GOD THAN TO DEPEND ON HUMANS
i really got amazed by this scripture portion.i understood that god wants me to depend on him.so i dropped my plan of going for tuition.

God really strenghtened me when i was weak..
days passed...
same exam result..bad marks..
But i got more and more closer to god after exams..because of my bad results..
i was confident in god.
pre board exam came..still bad marks..
i was really crushed by my feelings those days .i cried more and more to lord..
My board exam came..
On the chemistry exam day morning i was not happy and confident about my studies.i went to write exam.my Mom and some aunties from our church prayed for me while i was writing the exam..
I FELT LIKE WRITING A SIMPLE FIRST STANDARD QUESTION PAPER.
I thanked god so much while i was writing my chem paper.
i was greatly relieved.

my exams got over.i was so sure that i will get 100% for chemistry..
i came back to india to appear for my entrance exam.it was also good.
BUT after the exams my routine got changed.
early morning i'll go for playing,and return for lunch.again at evening playng till sun set,come back getting really tired.
before some months i will take 2 hours for praying.but that time got reduced to an hour,30 min,5 min,1 min,and some day i didnt even pray because i was very tired.
at the day before my result got published,i really prayed to god for hours..
results came..i was shocked..i got only 62% for chemistry.i got better marks for other subjects.for this subject i got the least mark..
i understood that it was gods plan because i was away from god after my exams..how else could i get 62% instead of 100%.i really expected 100%.
but that mark didnt affect my future because i got admission through entrance exam for electronics and communication..

i understood one thing
whether the situation is good or bad,we have to be closer and closer to GOD.........

PROMISE OF GOD WILL NEVER FADE...

Some days back i went to ATM to take money.I was standing in a queue.i saw an old lady sitting at the steps of that ATM centre.i looked at her,she gave me a feeble look.She was really tired.my mind was moved seeing her pathetic condition.She was not a beggar.A beggar will ask money to everyone.she was sitting there quitely.
As the queue was moving i got closer to her.when i got near her she told "Can you give me some money to have food,i didn't had anything".
i took my purse and took a 20 Rs note and gave it to her.i took my food before 2-3 hours.But she.. she was starving for many hours ....i don't know.But she looks really tired.
she only asked me for the money and not to any one else. I don't know why...
That night i prayed to god and i cried for her,for her pathetic situation.
i cried so much to lord.
There are so many people like this around me..But what can i do??
I cant help all of them giving money because its not my money i'm using but my parents' money.I am not earning anything..because i'm still a student..

That day i decided to do something to the poor people around me.
I prayed to god about this.Suddenly i remembered a promise God gave me some years back..that my family will become a missionary family and we'll do help poor people..He is really caring me and know my thoughts..
Thank You my Father in heaven....for such a promise...

I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU NOR FORSAKE YOU

Today i played badminton...
since i am not a good player no body wants to play with me..
i feel really depressed..when i came back i was really desperate,but lord strengthened me by reminding the verse 'i will never leave you nor forsake you'
Friends and family will not be there for us always.Situations will come when we'll be really left alone..But my heavenly father will be there with me always..

CHRISTIAN LIFE-A bed of roses???

No,absolutely not..
dont think that if we lead a christian life, we wont be having any problems..

If we turned to God from our sinful ways,satan will try tempting us to turn back to the old ways. Satan's failure occurs when we live according to Christ.
God will not tempt us..Satan is the only one who will tempt us.
But God will give us trials to bring us closer and closer to God.

God wants us to be closer to him at all situations,whether it is a good time or bad time.
We humans have a problem,in our difficult situation we'll be closer to God but when we are happy or when we dont have any problem we wont be closer to God.

No,God wants us to be closer to him at all times........

"If anyone would come after me,he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me"

i have found this verse in three places in the bible
1)Mathew 16:24
2)Luke 9:23
3)Luke 14:27

In Mathew Jesus said this to his disciples.
In Luke 9 it is written "then He said to them all:"
In Luke 14 He said this to a large crowd[verse 25].

So He said this to all type of people.This is what He wants us to do.
He didnt force anyone to follow Him but he told 'if any one would.......'
Are we living according to His desires??
Are we faithful to Him?
Are we just Christian or any thing more than that??

We do have to follow him because he gave His life for us.......

One person with Christ is not a minority but its the majority

Sometimes situation will come where there wont be anyone with us if we decide to stand for Christ.Don't look at the human face but look unto the lord he'll help you because we stand for him.......

If we are taking a step for Christ,don't worry He'll be with us.
He will always be there helping us...
for that he gave us a counsellor "HOLY SPIRIT"
He will comfort us in all the difficult situation.He will guide us always through the right path.